Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Hey all..i'm back after months of absence..well been busy with my nursing life..i must say its a great experience working in the ward for 3 mths..a real eye opener..all is fine just that now i'm beginning to feel that being fat is really an issue..just imagine how it feels wen ppl avoid to sit next to u in a bus..aso wen most of ur frens are average size,ur the onli one that is big..it never reli crossed my mind..but now i reli tink tat it matters to be in shape..even though i noe my fren dun mind being fat,i dun tink the society can accept my type of person..so now i reli trying to go on a no rice diet..all i need is patience from all..i need time to adjust to all this..
Anw i feel reli tired about all that's happening in my life..i need a rest man..but i can't seem to relax myself..playing soccer is one of the best way to ease my mind but things aren't going my way..nth is actualli..well ppl make mistakes..and sometimes ppl get angry over that..however i dun wan to say much ar..a teacher once told me..its easier to change myself than to change everyone around me..so i'm trying to change myself into a better person ar..so if that person i'm changing into isn't the one that all of u been seeing for the past few years,i can't do much cause i change myself actually..its up to u all la actually..i'm tired..i reli am..anw will continue blogging if i have the time..adios all!